I've been fretting over so many things it's kinda driving me crazy. It's not like how it used to be, like I only had to worry about school and all but now it's like I'm even mentally calculating in my head how much I need to survive for a week and I can't overspend (well at least until my pay comes in lah).

*big sigh*

If this is how life's gonna be, can I just be a student forever? I don't mind really :( (if the subjects are interesting)

It's getting closer to February which means its getting closer to March too and I'm have jitters now and then whenever I think about my A's results. Like really, everyone expects me to do well get straight As do better than my brother. It's crazy!! I don't even have that confidence in myself. Where do they get that idea from? :(
Honestly I didn't give 100% to that damn exam, sadly. :( I even told my dad to prepare his pockets in case I need to fly to somewhere to attend university or something. Owell, at least my sis will have additional places to visit if she's on leave. ~_~

So it's like day 3 of Chinese new year and it hasn't been very eventful on my side o_o other than the 5 hours at home on Tuesday when the cabana people came over. It would been great if my house had the "no smoking" rule implemented. I nearly died inhaling all the smoke. I couldn't breathe properly till I went out of the house. Like away away from the house. Yes that bad ~_~

I've been like watching movies everyday since Sunday..

Sunday: 孩子不坏
I really liked it and it made me cry cus I was so sad for the girl when her hair was cut off cus I was thinking of my own hair T_T"
Monday: Journey 2 : Mysterious Island
Impromptu decision to watch it with Zegna & his friends. It wasn't exciting enough. That's for sure ~_~
Tuesday: Haywire
Caught it with Zegna Raymond & Manda. Stupid show. It's supposedly "highly rated" but it's so stupid!!! Even the action parts are like bleah. Yeah the lead actress is a good fighter (looks genuine) but why the fighting scenes no music?! So it's like seeing 2 people punch here punch there with no climax and all. Their storyline is non existent. Or maybe it's just me but the 4 of us couldn't get the show. It's seriously all over the place and the ending is bullshit. Sucker. -.-"
(pssssst Ray, next time cartoon, kkkk? ^.^)

I've kinda been spending a whole lot more time with Zegna nowadays. (I even dragged him along to meet Ray and Amanda w me yesterday lol. Well partly for revenge cus he's always making me feel awkward w his ahbeng friends wahahahahahahaha)
It's scary cus it's like suddenly one but I guess it's okay cus I like don't need to be on my guard around him and it's like not as tiring cus I don't really need to 保持形象 that kind of thing. :) and I really have a looooot of crap to say to him ^^ (although the constant teasing from the Cabana staff really makes me -_-")

Oh yes I kinda have like a new resolution which may sound kinda dumb but it's actually super challenging for me....

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Grow my nails. :(

Yeah I have this super bad habit of biting/peeling my nails and they're so short and small now it's so difficult to even paint them -.-" Becky (ber's girlfriend) was like saying she'd teach me how to do some splash paint thingy if I manage to grow my nails lolololol. I'll try :D

And for now it's still puny muny..