Soooooo yesterday, I met up with Amanda, Ray, Lionel Daddo and Ashleeeeeey! :) initially I didn't know Daddo was going... Amanda and Ash only mentioned "honeybunny" in twitter and I was like what? Who's that??

Now I know....... Hahahahaha.

Met Amanda and Ray earlier! I had to use my PRO navigation skills to find Amanda's ulu panjang salon :( I didn't get lost!!!... Well kinda. Halfway through Zegna called me to give me directions lololol #faillll.

So we walked around Bugis... Got myself a pretty dress from Kissjane :) nua-ed at Mos Burger sipping iced milk tea while waiting for the other 2.

Ashley came super late and she didn't even eat with us cus she had to leave earlier to do project :(

Pictures by Amanda's Olympus pen!! Really wanna get one ahhhhh! ^.^

Manda, Daddo!! ^_^

Miffy-San :)

Manda : wa got the 那些年 feeling.

Simi!! LOL.

Ashley: OPPAAAA~~~~~~

Hahahaahhah!

He was talking to Ash and I was like making him twist hahahah! :)

Ray likes candid shots -_-"

We were having some "picnic" at some grass patch near ACM. Nice environment ^.^~

Wanted to spam pictures but Manda's camera died. ....

Mandaaaa~ ~

Hehehe QT pieeee.

Lookey!! Hello kitty bumper haha!

Heheeeee.

Amanda: U TWO TAKE!

Lionel: _|_

Lol?!?!?!?!?!

Amanda: gimme an A&F pose.

Daddo: HUH?? I DUNNO HOW!!!!

Pudz camszzzz. :)

#likkafierceguy.

Heh nomzzz. I miss the garlic prawns already! :o

But the rest say it ain't nice so we'd prolly go some other place next time....~

Oh! I was surprised to know both guys still read my blog. Awwwww :) You two are suckers but heh!! Lurbedubzz! :)

Can't wait to see Amanda and Ash again! Didn't get to talk to Ash much cus she was in a hurry and all. :( I had this mini talk with Amanda and awwww.... :) it was nice telling things which you've kept to yourself to someone.

Anyway, reached home late :( and I really wanted to sleep secretly in the office today cus I was super sleepy.... So I was thinking of sleeping early tonight but I'm still watching 团圆 on 855. Super love that show! Okay, more like I like VV dramas that has to do with family family stuff. Sooooo exciting :o

When things in your life seem, almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class
and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open Areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous ‘yes.’

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively
filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

‘Now,’ said the professor, as the laughter subsided,
‘I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - family,
children, health, Friends, and Favorite passions –
Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, Your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else —The small stuff.

‘If you put the sand into the jar first,’ He continued,
there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are important to you.

So…

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

‘Take care of the golf balls first —
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled
‘I’m glad you asked’.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
There’s always room for a couple cups of coffee with a friend.’

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Was tumblr-ing on my way home just now when I saw this.. It set me thinking. Things happen. Shit happens. Well all the time. What do I really want in my life now? I still have choices to make. But what choices am I going to make?

Yesterday my sister's friend read my palm and she said i "want to do this yet want to do that". (This kind of thing fascinates me o_o)

I was like thinking. Wow shit. Really. It's because my whole life I never really needed to make important decisions that could have severe consequences. Everything always seem to be planned out so well.

I wanna stay like that forever.

Obviously that's impossible. Nobody's gonna make decisions for me all the time.

Yoooohoooo! ^.^ I just got home from my Sister's gathering at her house and I should be sleeping cus there's like area cleanin at Cabana tomorrow but.... I somehow can't seem to fall asleep yet.

There's a lot on my mind :/ gosh.

Oh-Kay!! So my sis organised this gathering to like chill with her friends. She always has this kind of gathering out of the blue. Like make use of any occasion to have such things one lol. She LOVESSS playing host. I'm like the total opposite from her ~_~

So this morning I went to bedok inter first to finally collect my pay and bank in the money, then headed to ECP to get something for the idiot Zegna and then headed down to her house :)

Oh, I was like trying to deposit my money into the damn machine, it didn't want to accept them. And I couldn't pull the notes out. :( they were STUCK!!! I was freaking out in front of the machine and desperately trying to pull them out. I did manage to but... My $50 tore :( Heng the machine still accept ah!!! :/

K so I managed to survive on the $50 ezlink card my sis gave me hehe!! Then together with an angbao from her, she gave me another one with $80 inside. Hehehe!!! For a month or so, I don't need to worry about my transport fee!!! Heh!!! Thanks jappie!!!! ~

My second favourite thing (ER... Shit I can't find another word for "thing") in her house: fluffy Chloe Chan~ (first being my sis of course hahahahahahahah!)

I think she wasn't really in the mood for pictures cus she was kinda chou chou and her hair was damn messy cus my sis didn't have the time nor energy to bathe her. I offered to help!!! I think she was afraid i'd drown Chloe or something omg.

But nonetheless, she's simply a fur ball of cuteness!!! :)

First thing I did when I went there... Grab a packet of milo. Heheheeee seldom drink it ever since I stopped school :( it reminds me of Mich Val Germ and Ju cus we always drink it in school :(

Second thing.... Grab the Haagen dasz!! Wahhahahahahahaaaaaaa.

It was kinda my lunch.... Crazy but whatever it was awesome :D

Strawberry jelly hearts my sis ordered from edsjh.

Samsui chicken from Soup Restaurant. Noms ttm!!

Heheee popcorn!!!

And what I love love love in Cheng tng, winter melon slices. So sweet so sweet!!!! ^.^

And for dinner we had more.. Lol... Seriously I tell my sis everytime i meet her I'll gain like 5kg cus she always feeds me!

And then we took Polaroids yay!

Teehee :)

I'm gonna get a Polaroid of my own soon! :) gonna ask my sister's friend order online for me. Heh! Sis said she wanna get it for me as a belated birthday gift.. But don't want lah!!! She already paid for the Wicked Musical ticket which I think can buy 2 Polaroid cameras o_o

So I'm gonna use my pay to get one hehe. And besides, that way I'll cherish the camera even more! (not that I don't cherish the things she gives me la.. I do!!! ^.^)

I've been fretting over so many things it's kinda driving me crazy. It's not like how it used to be, like I only had to worry about school and all but now it's like I'm even mentally calculating in my head how much I need to survive for a week and I can't overspend (well at least until my pay comes in lah).

*big sigh*

If this is how life's gonna be, can I just be a student forever? I don't mind really :( (if the subjects are interesting)

It's getting closer to February which means its getting closer to March too and I'm have jitters now and then whenever I think about my A's results. Like really, everyone expects me to do well get straight As do better than my brother. It's crazy!! I don't even have that confidence in myself. Where do they get that idea from? :(
Honestly I didn't give 100% to that damn exam, sadly. :( I even told my dad to prepare his pockets in case I need to fly to somewhere to attend university or something. Owell, at least my sis will have additional places to visit if she's on leave. ~_~

So it's like day 3 of Chinese new year and it hasn't been very eventful on my side o_o other than the 5 hours at home on Tuesday when the cabana people came over. It would been great if my house had the "no smoking" rule implemented. I nearly died inhaling all the smoke. I couldn't breathe properly till I went out of the house. Like away away from the house. Yes that bad ~_~

I've been like watching movies everyday since Sunday..

Sunday: 孩子不坏
I really liked it and it made me cry cus I was so sad for the girl when her hair was cut off cus I was thinking of my own hair T_T"
Monday: Journey 2 : Mysterious Island
Impromptu decision to watch it with Zegna & his friends. It wasn't exciting enough. That's for sure ~_~
Tuesday: Haywire
Caught it with Zegna Raymond & Manda. Stupid show. It's supposedly "highly rated" but it's so stupid!!! Even the action parts are like bleah. Yeah the lead actress is a good fighter (looks genuine) but why the fighting scenes no music?! So it's like seeing 2 people punch here punch there with no climax and all. Their storyline is non existent. Or maybe it's just me but the 4 of us couldn't get the show. It's seriously all over the place and the ending is bullshit. Sucker. -.-"
(pssssst Ray, next time cartoon, kkkk? ^.^)

I've kinda been spending a whole lot more time with Zegna nowadays. (I even dragged him along to meet Ray and Amanda w me yesterday lol. Well partly for revenge cus he's always making me feel awkward w his ahbeng friends wahahahahahahaha)
It's scary cus it's like suddenly one but I guess it's okay cus I like don't need to be on my guard around him and it's like not as tiring cus I don't really need to 保持形象 that kind of thing. :) and I really have a looooot of crap to say to him ^^ (although the constant teasing from the Cabana staff really makes me -_-")

Oh yes I kinda have like a new resolution which may sound kinda dumb but it's actually super challenging for me....

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Grow my nails. :(

Yeah I have this super bad habit of biting/peeling my nails and they're so short and small now it's so difficult to even paint them -.-" Becky (ber's girlfriend) was like saying she'd teach me how to do some splash paint thingy if I manage to grow my nails lolololol. I'll try :D

And for now it's still puny muny..

My holiday is becoming more and more busy because I recently took up a job at SPH as a temp admin assistant. Don't know if I should be happy or sad I'm less free than before.

Happy because I'm using my time for a better cause like earning money to feed myself instead of playing Neopets the whole day ~_~
Sad because I feel like I'm back in school all over again. Wake up early in the morning.. And do the same thing for the next 8.5 hours. Then return home like a zombie yet stupidly go to bed so freaking late and the cycle repeats for 5 days a week :(

But okay lah I guess. At least I have the rights now to have a proper "to-buy" list since it's my hard earned money ^.^ I already planned how to spend my first month's pay lol! Camera!!! *_* not the huge pro-ish DSLR.. Will be happy with a mini one :)

Even though the job scope is quite monotonous and boring, it's not too bad 'cus I get to use my phone and nomnom also lol!!! So usually I'll just whatsapp my colleague who's sitting inside and talk cock, draw some lame pictures and stick on other people's desk area and like munch on candies or something while doing work. Yes omg I know this job will make me fatter since I like sit for 8.5 hours and I keep eating to keep myself awake!! :(

Of course I need something to let me run around also.... So I didn't quit my job at Cabana. I'm not a workaholic like Eleanor says :( It's just that I really really really like working at Cabana 'cus the people there makes me happy! Even though some idiots see I toot toot one and like to bully me huh... (Hor Zegna Zheng?) and anyway if I quit again and join back in future I need to wait so long before I can step into the bar to learn! I just worked for the second time in the bar today! :) usually I'll be outside serving customers.. It's quite fun I guess apart from times when I encounter weird/guai lan customers :/ But I love love love working in the bar!!! Get to 偷吃 nuggets and my favourite part, make cocktails! :)

If I compare working and studying, I'd rather continue studying.
1) all I need to worry about is studies.
2) if I screw up, i only have to account to myself. Well maybe to my family but what can they do? O_o
3) nobody will use the excuse of "you got money cus you got work" to not give me money T_T
4) dad treats me exceptionally well during my exam period.
5) CHEAPER TRANSPORT FEE. (yes I'm still so sore about the adult fare!!!)
6) less tiring....

But what to do? I can't be forever 18 and a student although I want to be lah lol. Suck it up and live with it lor!! :/

For now.. I need to make time for people :( I haven't seen Eleanor since like.... I can't even remember. And she's always complaining how much of a workaholic I am. Heh heh heh I know you'll understand, right woman?? :D

Well it's gonna be a long weekend!! ^_^ I hope things go well...~ life has been so f up for me I kind of forgot how it felt to be truly happy :(

Just came back from supper at airport with my sis after she returned from Bangkok with Brendan Korkor :) had nomnoms at TCC!

Some mushroom pasta! Mogu overload omg I can still feel the mushroom floating in my tummy XoX

Dark devotion!!! Chocolate lava cake ahhhhh. I've never eaten it before so I thought this was like godly. But my sis says there are better ones. O_O whoaaa. I think the cake itself added like 2kg to my weight -_- it's so sinful!! But my sis was like "nvm share half the fats with you" -_- lol!!!

K so she dropped me home via cab before heading home herself :) so exciting! This coming Friday she'll be coming to my house with Brendan Korkor to meet my dad!! ^_^

They're supposedly "still dating" but Aiya. 99.9999% confirm that they'll be together lololol.

(Pssttt Elenor, if you're reading this and going O_O?!? I'll explain it to you soon hahahahaha!)

Soooo now I'm finishing up my cutie pie's picture before heading to bed and then work tomorrow X_X

She's so pretty!! ^_^~

K night!!! :) I can't wait for this week to be over cus next week there'll be a cabana gathering at my house!!! Hahaha I just love spending time with them!! ^_^

Last Friday, I was supposed to meet my sister at 1 for lunch at Soup restaurant.. Their Samsui chicken with the garlic is the bestest of the bestest-est LOL!!! It's god-like seriously! Maybe it's just their garlic huh...

It's like the food can be so-so but the sauce can make it WHOAAA. Like the fish in Putien. There's this fish dish (forgot which fish but it's super cheap in the market) which they sell. It's like quite ex even though the cost price is damn cheap maybe cus the sauce that comes with the fish is waaaaaaahhhhh. *salivates*

Shit man these few days I keep getting hungry easily!! I'm gonna gain back all the weight I lost and the next time Ashley sees me she won't say I 瘦了 but instead 肥了 :( always TRY to convince myself to go running but obviously quite fail lah!!! The only time I ran voluntarily was with Michelle after A's ended.... Apart from that it's either P.E or when my sister used to force me when I was a kid -_- yah I remember I was so tired I started crying and complaining. Of course lah!! I was forced to what :( plus I was such a cry baby last time. K maybe now too...

K and also now I started work (at SPH as a temp admin assistant. The job scope is quite boring but okay lah at least I learn quite a bit of stuff so far) so all the more I won't have time to!!!! D: yes I know I'm just creating excuses for myself. Blaaaaa.

Back to topic!!!!!! So because my poor sissy works the crazy midnight shift which starts at 9pm and ends in the wee hours, she slept super late and was late :( so by the time she reached, Soup Restaurant close liao... :( but it's okay Jappie :D at least you're ordering the Samsui chicken for the gathering at your house HEHEHE.

Change of plans so we went to Sushi Tei!!

It was quite crowded and we got the window seat which was super bright.. Couldn't change seats cus the only available ones were the bar ones :( my sis was like squinting throughout cus she has apparently transformed into a vampire after her night shift started. She seldom sees the sun lol!

Agadeshi tofu!!! Loveeeee tofuuuuuuu. Hehehe.

Mini golden roll :) this is my fave dish at Sushi Tei (hmmm actually I seldom go there but somehow everytime I go there i'll have this) it looks soooo yummy but we over-ordered and I was so full I ended up digging out the prawns and leaving the rice :(

Played this mini game with my sis! "Who Am I?"

It was a christmas exchange gift from Leona! I suck at the game because I don't know like 3/4 of the names on the cards in the game ~_~

Heheheeee sis gave me allowance ^_^ haven't deplete yet :D

Grilled chicken!!! NOM NOM. Since I can't eat beef anymore.. Chicken has replaced beef as my face meat lol.

Miffy-San sun tanning hahahahaha.

Sis ordered sushi only. And she didn't finish them -_- I think she's secretly controlling her diet to lose 20kg so she can get married soon hahahahahaha.

:D loveeeeeee.

Do we look alike? Hmmmm. Some people say we do but some don't. Apparently she looks a lot like my mommy but I er.. Don't look like my dad nor mom. ~_~

My brother looks like my dad too. So they both took the "look alike" genes and left me with none :( lololol.

Happy birthday to Val Chiang dan dan!!!! :) <3

Thinking back about life in J2.. Gosh I love my apple tree friends :)

Had fun today spending time with 3 very awesome people!!! My sis, Amanda & Ashley!

Met my sister for lunch @ Vivo!! :D Shall wait for her to upload the pictures before I blog about it :)

Then around 5 plus, went to Bugis to meet Amanda for steamboat @ Chuan Yi Pin!

Hello Kitty beanie I bought from Bugis street while waiting for Amanda. It's for my sister!! ^_^

Amanda was so bloody hungry she took like damn a lot of food and she refused to talk to me until she was "10% full" LOL

Her face is like "Omg food!!!" Hahahaha!!

Yummmehhhhhh.

We ended up cooking garlic prawns and garlic golden mushrooms which was super yummy. Secret recipe the two of us know.. Hahaha!!! :D Ok lah actually its nothing. Just add garlic and sugar. Yesss garlic and sugar tastes quite nice together ^_^ won't laosai one lah.. Both of us are still fine by now hehe.

So we kinda talked cock, talked about bitches and guys and all.. Aiya typical girl talk one hahaha. I love this kinds of talks with her 'cus the issues she finds in her school.. I seldom see them in mine so... Hahahaha kinda interesting!!!

JC people are nice... Fullstop. Lol!! #stereotype

After that we headed to Starbucks @ The Cathay to meet Ashley! :)

Amanda: WOW so artistic.

Lololol. Random: "artsy fartsy" reminds me of Hui Ling who said "Artsy Fantasy" by mistake. But it was hilarious la lol.

Miffy-san!!! :)

Then headed to the outside area to take picturesssss hahaha.

Pictures were taken by Amanda's camera which I've decided I want to get!! My teacher has the same camera and she told me she loves it. Amanda seems to like the camera too so..... :D

It's the Olympus Pen series if I didn't remember wrongly...

I don't know I have a thing for cameras that go CHA-KEEEEEE and like vibrate a lil when you take a picture. I don't know why!! Lol!!!

I don't really want a DSLR because it's huge... I just want a cute mini one ^_^

But the colours are really ugly.. :( I think it's just black, white, silver those kind of colours.. And a very pale pink which looks like silver to me. And a very gay looking purple. I don't want!! T_T

I went to google and I kinda saw this...

Like whoa but then again I don't know if this is good leh :/

AHHHH. Headache headache. Jappie helpppppppp. :(